i'm sorry :(

its been a while .. i never write a true feelings about you im my blog FAREENA. But suddenly i'm thinking about you today,i have to admit that it's very hard for me to forget all of our sweet memories when been together,share all our problems together,have a nice talk on the phone,go out for a date every time we had the chance and watching movie together. The hardest thing for me to forget when are together is the part when we always hug each other like there no one else watching us and we both will say 'I LOVE YOU' .. humph i don't even know why i'm saying all this now but the truth is i really miss you .. It's weird we have not seen each other for almost 2 years but our memory still fresh in my mind. The song above i dedicated it specially for you .. and i just want to say that i'm really sorry for letting you down,i'm sorry that i always lie to you,i'm sorry that i never be there for u when u need me,i'm sorry that i never appreciate you. Because now i realize how much you are so important to me .. It's a little to late for me now,you already have made up your mind to leave me,there nothing else i can do to get you back in my heart,but one thing for sure girl i still can't get you out of my mind,my head and my heart ..

SINCERELY FROM :

A MAN WHO REGRET ABOUT HIS ACTIONS

:(  

gig gig gig ..

tgk flyers pun da tau laa gig nie confirm gempak punya kan .. hahaha .. so kepada mereka-mereka yang suka headbang,mosh n segala bagai mari lah kita sediakan askar masing untuk berperang di ONE CAFE on 18.6.2011

lama xlayan gig nie .. memang sedap laa cuti sem nie nanti .. hahaha ..

its gonna be awesome !!!

yeah ... must watch movie for this month .. finally thanks to adrina all of us can watch this movie .. midnight movie baby !! like like like .. hahaha .. cant wait to see the full pack action in this movie .. hahaha .. eventhough i will watch this movie only at kuantan but never mind .. what is important i does not need to spend my money for the tickets .. heehee ...

homesick :(

god damn it .. i dont feel very good past few days .. i think it is because i dont have a lot of rest like i did always .. but on second thought i realise that i really-really miss my home .. i miss my mom and dad . miss my mom greatest cooking .. ouh god i just really need to get home .. but i can't i got this freaking final exam just around the corner .. really need to get my head on the final doesn't want to spoil it this time .. man miss all my homies out there .. i always wondering what all of them are doing now, what are they doing at night .. did all of them misses me like the way i miss them .. huh !! ouh please-please i just wanna go home and see all of them .. i dont even care if it is only a day .. i just need to see them and told every single one of them that i really-really miss them so fucking damn much .. please guys do   wait for me .. i'm coming home ..

sunday . sunday . sunday . :)

argghh da ahad kea adoiyai bosannya apa nak wat ea hari nie ?? hump kena wat list nie :)

• kejot pepaan
• kemas tempat tidor
• gi makan(mandi nanti)
• kemas dapor
• basuh baju
• mandi wangi-wangi
• keluar jalan-jalan
• cari awek
• bawak balik awek(kalau dapat)
• tunggu kepulangan aemy
• bergosip
• online sampai lebam 

hahaha .. kehidupan seorang mamat bujang .. bosannya laa .. adoiyai sampai bila nak camnie ?? awek please .. hehehehe ...

NURUL NADHIRAH JASMI CAN YOU HEAR ME ??

I <3 THIS SONG LIKE I <3 YOU

RARA !!!

:)

knock-knock !! can i come back inside your heart ??

wow lama gila rasa aku x update blog nie .. hahaha biasa laa busy jea skang nie .. macam-macam aktiviti 'berfaedah' aku wat skang .. hahaha .. korang da baca tajuk kat atas toe ?? haa ini yang aku nak cerita sikit .. past few days aku da start contact balik with my num 1girl,she is so amazing i'm telling you guys .. hee .. nama dia NURUL NADHIRAH <3 .. dia nie sangat-sangat laa istimewa bagi aku coz dia seorang perempuan yang lain dari yang lain bagi aku laa .. hee .. sangat-sangat seronok masa mula-mula kenal ngan dia sampai laa masa aku dapat terima di dalam hati ini .. hahaha .. ayat paling jiwang malam nie ayat aku laa .. haha .. dia seorang perempuan yang berjaya menambat hati aku dalam satu panggilan fon sahaja .. haha .. hebad kan dia .. selalu panggil aku bonceet n suka sangat panggil nama aku AKMAL!! i xbiasa laa u bukan xsuka .. heish .. ego dia bapak laa kalah KLCC ..  tinggi nak mampos .. xtau nak cakap apa laa ngan dia nie .. tapi tah kenapa aku sayang dia yang teramat sangat .. x pernah nak berjaya untuk lupakan dia .. sangat-sangat cepat panas hati lau ada lelaki ngan dia .. :p hahaha panjang plak pengenalan aku sal dia nie kan .. hehehe .. layan jea laa .. perasaan aku blog aku so aku punya pasal laa kan .. hahaha .. aku try kol dia aritoe n ALHAMDULLILAH dia angkat kol aku n kitorang start berkawan rapat balik cam dulu .. satu tex dia yang aku x boleh nak tahan bila dia tanya yang aku nie nak kapel balik x ngan dia .. haha gila babi aku punya suka time toe .. tapi abg mesti ego punya kan .. haha .. tapi dalam hati memang da bertaman kembali la kan .. aku sayang dia tapi ada beberapa perkara yang membuatkan aku susah nak terima dia .. tapi aku ada cakap lau dia buktikan yang dia betol-betol sayangkan aku,aku akan terima dia balik n aku akan jaga dia baik-baik macam dulu .. aku terlampau sayangkan hubungan aku ngan dia .. its too perfect for me .. tapi x tahan lama .. memang aku sakit gila masa toe tapi aku pun xmampu nak wat apa-apa maybe semuanya salah aku .. tapi aku sangggup ubah semua toe demi mendapatkan hati dia kembali .. hari nie dia kol aku kitorang sembang macam-macam then aku plak yang kol lagi laa macam-macam aku sembang ngan dia kan .. hahaha .. seronok sangat-sangat dapat dengar suara dia balik n semua gelak tawa dia .. rasa macam nak cakap sampai lebam tapi xboleh kredit x banyak . haha .. paling seronok masa cakap fon tadi bila dia nyanyikan lagu kitorang berdua masa dulu-dulu .. hahaha .. sikit lagi nak menangis tapi aku mesti tahan punya .. ego-ego .. dia ajak turun sunway bulan 5 nie tapi aku tatau ag macam mana .. aku mesti nak turun punya rindu gila kat dia aku pun tak ingat bila last aku keluar n cakap baik-baik ngan dia nie .. so aku harap bila benda sunway nie menjadi kenyataan aku akan pastikan aku layan dia paling best .. aku nak dia nampak betapa aku sayang n hargai dia .. aku harap dia x main-main ngan apa yang dia cakap .. sebab balik nie aku nak luahkan semua isi hati aku kat dia n harap-harap kitorang akan bersama balik coz 'SAYANG I CAN'T ERASE YOU!! YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART FOREVER AND EVER <3